“I am the queen of all things sweet. It matters not to me what it is.”
Oh mother,
I struggle to remember a name.. a face.
But I know, I know it’s you who invades my thoughts.
I know that presence all to well and even though I cannot remember your face nor your voice… your touch.
I know it’s you that I long for.
what…
why aren’t you here with me? where have you gone again… did you leave me here?
WHY HAVE YOU GONE AGAIN.
You left me to that place, the one with florescent lights and the air of death. you left me… you left me… you left me!
you left me again and I can’t remember where you said you were going. no, you didn’t tell me!
but when did you leave… it feels as though you were just here- you we’re just..
I saw your face, I cannot remember it but I saw your face- I know I did! just before you left me here. Do you not love me?
WHY.
WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME?!
I thought you would be happy… I made that wish for you-…
I…
I cannot seem to remember what it was… what was I-
what was I talking about…?

(Source: nanaith)